Blizzard has announced the dates for this year’s Blizzcon:
November 8-9. What does this mean? It means that this year there will be a
Blizzcon in Anaheim where hopefully we will get all sorts of new info about the
next expansion for WoW/Starcraft/Diablo/Lost Vikings. I have always wanted to
go to Blizzcon and see all the cool stuff in person but logistics have made it
extremely difficult. However this year is different. I turn 30 this year(I know
I’m a baby to some and old to others) and my lady love asked me what I wanted
to do to celebrate and I told her I wanted to go to Blizzcon. She has agreed to
make it happen for us so if we can get tickets we will be at Blizzcon in
November!! We booked a room and once the tickets go on sale we will be camping
out in the online queue to get tickets.
Of course immediately after reserving the hotel room I
looked at twitter to see who was planning on going to Blizzcon. There were
several people made the decision to go and there were some on the fence about
whether they could go or not. Sadly there were a few people who either couldn’t
make it or were choosing to not attempt to go. I was excited about the prospect
of meeting some of the people who were going to try and go to Blizzcon when suddenly
my brain decided to be a scumbag.
For those of you who are new around these parts, I have made
mention before that I am an introvert (shocking I know) and while I tend to
have a few extrovert tendencies I tend to have social anxiety hit me often. It’s
why I have been on twitter for 2 years now and I barely have 5000 tweets
compared to people who have been on for a quarter of that time and have triple
the amount of tweets. I tend to spend most of my time watching the
conversations going on between people and often I don’t see any place where I
can join the conversation. Most times I see an opening I the conversation where
I can join in, I stop and think about what I’m about to say and over think it.
What if what I say isn’t relevant? What if they hate what I said? What if they
just keep on talking and ignore what I said?
Well I started thinking about Blizzcon and possibly meeting
some of the people I interact with on twitter and the social anxiety started
kicking in.
It honestly reminded me of a scene from the movie “How the
Grinch stole Christmas” when the Grinch is debating showing up to the Whoville
Whobilation:
Grinch: (after
standing grumpily with his arms crossed) All right. I'll swing by for a
minute, allow them to envy me, grab a handful of popcorn shrimp and blow outta
there. (heads for the door, then stops
abruptly and returns nervously) But what if it's a cruel prank? What if
it's a cash bar?! How dare
they! (scowls, then calms down)
All right, I'll go. But I shall be fashionably late. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes!
(groans in frustration)
Definitely not. (firmly, heading for
the door with his hand behind his back) All right! I've made my
decision. I'm going, And that's that! (shows
his hand) Ah! Had my fingers crossed.
My brain started asking me similar questions. What if people
don’t want to meet up? What if I meet them and they hate me? What if I make an
ass of myself? What if I do or say something that causes a large number of
people to unfollow me on twitter or stop reading my blog or listening to my
podcast? Damn it brain why can’t you just let me be happy????? My brain had me
thinking that maybe I might have made a huge mistake in wanting to go to
Blizzcon.
Thankfully the awesomeness of actually being at Blizzcon outweighed
all the things my brain thought up. I will be at Blizzcon and I will see all
the cool panels in person and just maybe I might even participate in a lore
question thing or a contest or something. I will be at Blizzcon! If any of my
readers are going to be going as well and want to meet up and hang out at the
bar, let me know! I plan on having a great time and if I can meet people that’ll
be awesome but if I don’t, I’ll still have a great time.